Sometimes in the midst of my crazy day (who am I kidding, it's morning, noon, midday....etc), epiphanies emerge.  I think that answers lie within the crazy moments because our lives are crazy.  We're some crazy, messed up people.  But concerning Ethan specifically, I left off with wondering why things happen.  And even more specific, why Ethan, with whom I had such great expectations, is who he is.  Or rather, why is he turning out to be the way he is?  I only wrestled with that for a few days, or moments within the days, and it finally hit me. 

It doesn't matter. 

God is bigger than our questions, our whys.  God is bigger than us knowing the answers.



God is bigger than us.